Last week I had the opportunity to attend a one day conference called the Elephant Room. I had my idea of what I thought it was going into the event, because of the promo’s, but it ended up being something really great. Essentially, two pastors go head to head on an issue in the church. It really is great conversation that’s done in a “grace & truth” kind of way. The issues talked about varied from Denominations, the Gospel, Ministry Burnout, Doctrine, Racial Diversity, Moral Failure, and Relationships with Other Pastors. It was a very good conference and I learned a lot.
Today’s post was specifically inspired during the ministry burnout discussion with Wayne Codeiro and James MacDonald. I don’t necessarily want to talk about burnout (that can be an issue for a later post), what I really want to talk about was a key way to lead.
During the discussion one of the other pastors submitted the idea that we spend less time on “leadership development” and more time on “leader development.” Instead of taking all your energy and pouring it into others, which is important to do, make sure you save some energy for yourself. Most importantly, the development of your leadership skills, vision, etc.
Many times as leaders we live off the thrill of “leading”, being in charge can get us amped up. Being able to move people from one success, or failure, to another success is life giving. But it is such a bad motivation for leading. The alternative to this, that one of the pastors pitched, is that we should lead from a brokenness.
As soon as I heard that I thought about The Broken Leader. What is the broken leader? What does it look like? What am I broken for? In our areas we lead, we need to be leading from a brokenness.
What does that mean?
I take it this way: the core of my job centers around 20somethings, and helping them to connect to one another and to God. To lead in this area well, I really need to be broken, have a heart for, these 20somethings. Otherwise what I’m doing could be somewhat heartless.
I don’t think this brokenness is something your force or fake. I think it can be something that is grown, fueled by experience.
The question is very challenging to me. What am I broken for?
What are you broken for? Are you leading out of that brokenness? Have you ever seen anyone else lead from a brokenness? I’d love to hear your thoughts below.

I’ve been consistently blogging here at AdamHann.com for about 10 months now. It’s been really good for me to be able to share some of the things I’m learning and also to hear back from you who read the posts. The encouragement and challenge has been good. Hopefully it’s been something that’s beneficial for you too.

It’s that time of the year where I take some time to review the past year and look ahead and plan for what’s to come. Last year when doing this I decided that I’d write out some of my goals and keep them in front of me for the whole year. I did that, and it helped a lot.
When you find yourself in a position of leadership it can be somewhat overwhelming. You may have been working hard to get there or it may have just come upon you. Either way, you have a decision to make. How will you lead?

The idea. It starts small, like a seed.